at the airport, it was as though the words were stuck in my throat, i wanted to say, but in the end i couldn't find courage to say it. i wanted to hug you, but i lost my balls to do anything.

even now, i took a few hours just to type this post. i really dunno how to say what's on my mind, and if you ever read this post, don't worry, i'm not upset. i'm just angry at myself.

enjoy your holiday alright~ :)