what it's like, to be me

i'll be you, let's trade shoes

just to see what it'd be like to

feel your pain, you feel mine

go inside each other's mind.

but then as i walked back to our side of the field, i was thinking that i couldn't share this with you. then i felt sian all over again :\

lyrics of songs just get stuck in my head :\

at the airport, it was as though the words were stuck in my throat, i wanted to say, but in the end i couldn't find courage to say it. i wanted to hug you, but i lost my balls to do anything.

even now, i took a few hours just to type this post. i really dunno how to say what's on my mind, and if you ever read this post, don't worry, i'm not upset. i'm just angry at myself.

enjoy your holiday alright~ :)