when you're chasing a girl/guy, its like the anticipation of witnessing the breath-taking view of a fireworks show.

and when you get her, its as though the fireworks exploded in the cloudless, night sky. the sight beholds; you're captivated, mesmerized. you want to see more; smile at the peak of its beauty.

then the fireworks show ends in smoke and dust. but will that relationship end just like that too?

no, it won't.

its kinda tiring to be living under a false pretense everyday.

i miss you, and i miss the times we could talk about everything and anything.

the life now, sucks.

i check my phone frequently, but i don't see anything. idk, to me it feels weird, as if something's missing.