atelophobia.

Sunday, October 31, 2010

12:41 AM

i miss you.

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

11:15 PM

i throw my homework in the air sometimes, saying, "aayyyyyyyyo, i'll take a zero."

i get frequent headaches nowadays. i think its because of the lack of sleep, but i shld tire myself with the mugging now, then when the actual Os come i can sleep. aiyah, btw i think i go IJC la, so close to my house. wake up at 7:30am in the morning also can ah. IJC is becoming better anyway.

time to start mugging for history; i'm a mugger, so? if you don't mug now, mug when right?

i'll make things will change for the btr.

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

12:25 AM

so many things can happen in a week. but, thanks for the memories, even tho it didn't end the way I hoped it would be.

if we could re-live those memories; but the ending's still this way, I'll still choose to re-live them.

Monday, October 11, 2010

11:11 AM

when you asked if i'm okay, how can i be? which part of me looks okay at all. you said i'm important - is that just to make me feel better? tell me the truth, please.

Mark and Jeffery always had issues with each other, but that night's brawl was a one-sided affair.

it started with a shove; but Jeffery didn't retaliate. Mark threw a punch, once again shocked to see Jeffery not defending himself. Enraged by Jeffery's nonchalance, Mark gave his all; a series of hard punches straight to Jeff's chest, a kick to sweep him off his feet. Jeffery didn't fight back. Then, Mark delivered the fatal blow - he picked up a rock and smashed it into the side of Jeffery's head, and he drove off in his luxury sedan, leaving Jeffery to die by the roadside.

Sunday, October 10, 2010

10:36 PM

i can sense the finality in your voice.

well, now i know how you really feel.

i tried to cry, but the tears won't come. i tried to say something on the bus, on the walk home, but words won't come out of my parched throat.

if this makes you happy, i'll be glad to accept it.

i'm sorry for the wishful thinking on my part.

all the memories won't go, they're built to last. perhaps you won't wanna remember, but i won't forget 'em.

i don't need, and i don't want your apologies. saying sorry won't really help me in any way, would it? i'm just glad you actually did think of us being together before.

10.10.10, sounds like end.end.end.

you gave me the most smiles, yet you're also responsible for most of the days that i'm sad. all that doesn't matter now;

today it ends.

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

8:52 PM

Monday, October 4, 2010

10:01 PM

2 more weeks, and there you guys are, still playing a fool in class. well i really appreciate you guys, but sometimes, don't you know y'all limits? it really sucks because i cannot study. if you carry on like this, fine. you will be pushing me higher up the bell shaped curve. thanks man.

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