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Wednesday, June 30, 2010

10:05 PM

thanks to everybody today! although i can't really name everybody now D: i will tml :) we went to The Cage and then watched Toy Story 3!

♥ you guys! :D

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

11:20 PM

for various reasons, i'm glad my brother is sei yee :)

and he's still up watching world cup when there's J2 mye tml, lol.

idk why, but there's just this feeling i have inside me :\ i shouldn't be feeling this way -- i don't know what triggered this feeling. seems like everytime before i go to Cage@Kallang, i'd feel like this? but then it sucks, idk how to react manzx D:

well on the bright side, i'm finally 16 years old :D

Monday, June 28, 2010

10:43 PM

well its over.

4 years of blood, sweat and tears -- spent on the track almost every friday. pushing the ground every few minutes when we were sec1, small and nerdy Part As. then when we were Part Bs, we wanted to much to hurry up and take over, no need to suffer from all this shit treatment anymore. finally at Part C, when we finally took over. initially everyone was so high on energy, but cracks and divides in this platoon got the better of us. we started slacking, but we're still united. then now finally Part D, when we said we couldn't wait for POP (Pass-Out-Parade). i'm sure behind the smiles we were showing today, deep inside everyone of us there's this feeling of sadness, when we no longer have the opportunity to sit down in the Store to just slack and chit chat. we no longer will fall in with full attendance, no longer will walk to East Coast as part of Leadership Camp.

it's over, our NCC journey. but the brotherhood stays on :)

whatever happened to us, was decided by Fate. it made us suffer all the push-ups, sit-ups and running torment by our seniors, and it made us mature. we're no longer the cute cute, wait-and-see-what-happens Part A, because we're Part D 2010, the leaders from 2009 - 2010.

this post is dedicated to all of you, and to M'am who always gets bullied by us but still treats us so nice! hahha, i won't forget Ophir when she tried to use her spoilt walking stick :P

amd not forgetting the lovely juniors!

there's people like Ang Shen Shen and Abel Wong, hahah. never will forget you all tho, not when you guys always make me laugh (most of the times at you, HAHHA). you guys are great juniors! be nice and jiayou with everything! heh.

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with everything handed on to the next batch, it's time to conquer O levels.

12:48 AM

so i took all night to write this
stupid love letter to you.

well here's a letter for you:

whenever you ask me to find a girlf, i'd just keep quiet and not reply -- most of the times i'd listen to you but i won't listen to you on that, hahha sorry. i said it will be 5 years, it will be 5 years; like i promised about the sending you the photo, when we text 44 years down the road from now on and everything else. when you read this don't laugh! it's a silly guy's stupid love letter, heh :)

zhengyee.

Sunday, June 27, 2010

2:08 AM

one week of intensive mugging is over. but strangely, not mugging seems very weird all of a sudden :\ like, when i wake up this morning, then i remembered i deserved a break. please tell me i'm not the only one who felt weird now that we don't have to muggggg! D:

well yesterday was fun :)

first thing in the morning, met small boy kwong and went to school tgt for our last prelim 2 paper. haha instead of studying physics books, i was reading Teenage magazine :O after the do-able paper, we went to queens! joel got his CTR lol (and i'm thinking of getting mercurial). at night was the best :D

we had a wonderful dinner with almost the full Noel House comm, mr yong kindly treated us even though we gotten 2nd :\ haha but the buffet was damn full! imagine 9 cat high sec4 students have to walk hunched-back because we were too full. i ate 9 plates of main course :O hahah but i didn't eat breakfast + lunch yesterday! we sat from 6:30pm to 10pm, HAHAH. then we were walking about town after dinner, we suddenly walked into a bar and watched Brazil vs Portugal. lol then when c.ronaldo had a freekick, we started "ooooooohh"-ing then the whole club follow us! hahha, AWESOME. and we stupidly found out that Esplanade Circle-Line station isn't at Esplanade -- it's at suntec =.=

jiayouu to everyone on monday :)

Sunday, June 20, 2010

1:28 AM

marine parade mac's ♥

hahha, today was fun :) and i swear i really don't have any ulterior motives :\

wow, this song has a deep meaning to it :\

give your soul to me, for eternity.
release your life, to begin another time with her!
end your grief with me, there's another way.
release your life, take your place inside the fire with her!

Friday, June 18, 2010

10:11 PM

thank Godddddddddddddddd its friday night. i completed a week of intense of mugging with Joel, Jacob, Yi Xiang and Chang Jing. not easy, but we pulled through. accomplished eh! :D

I will never let you fall.
I'll stand up for you forever.
I'll be there for you through it all.
Even if saving you sends me to heaven.

Your Guardian Angel - Red Jumpsuit Apparatus.

Monday, June 14, 2010

11:28 PM

this two weeks is burning me out, fast :\

putting in the effort i should have is tiring.

but that's the consequence huh? sec3 year play too much, now suffer for it.

whaddya want from me?

yeah, its plain to see,
that baby you're beautiful.
and there's nothing wrong with you,
it's me,
i'm a freak.

Sunday, June 13, 2010

2:49 AM

assisted one, scored another. got a warning, in the end pissed someone off. i promise, no more stupid things on/off the field :\ i gotta stop being so rash.

this bottle of Stevens awakens ancient feelings.

Friday, June 11, 2010

11:03 PM

hey ggp, 44 years later, i want to be celebrating your 60th birthday with you, on 28 January. promise :)

Thursday, June 10, 2010

11:39 PM

you, decide my mood. happy on the outside, but who really knows about how i feel inside?

cos she's ~~bitter~~sweet, she knocks me off of my feet.

Wednesday, June 9, 2010

12:08 AM

what's with the world -.-

so many players that don't even have the looks to be a player in the first place. is playing with people's feelings really that cool? well then i really hope someone plays with yours in the near future, asshole.

[don't worry, i didn't get played.]

Tuesday, June 8, 2010

11:04 PM

we got a little world of our own,
i'll tell you things that no one else know,
i let you in where no one else goes,
what am i doing without you.

hahah today was surprisingly successful.

history + emaths => yay! :D

hahah but there's still the quote of the day man:

g: -take out correction tape-
m: can i borrow..?
g: take la, if not i take out for what.

hahha! you're so cuteeeeeeeee la :) then your sister also, omg. see the cat like never see cat before lolololol. well i guess, you two are really sisters huh? :P she's thin! you're just thinner okay. and congrats for finishing your first plate of pastamania >:)

eh people, fathers' day is this coming sunday. got anyth for your dad yet? better get them soon!

Saturday, June 5, 2010

11:38 PM

juneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D

24 more days and i'm legal to enter a NC16 show, hahha :)

Tuesday, June 1, 2010

10:13 PM

tml ppl bringing shin pads, shirt, socks, pants, underwear, towel and the list goes on. i'm bringing my Happy Jelly Bean! :D take one before the trials, heh (:

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