runner + soccer = dancer ?! ==> equation is wrong man :(

but i really admire those people who can dance really well. it's a fabulous way to express yourself, through your dance. guys who can dance are hot \m/

[well justin beiber isn't a guy right? :O i'm a guy, you're a girl, he's neither. HAH :D]

but i can never imagine me dancing. for one, my joints are far too rigid because of all the sports. oh wells! i can always see people and be happy for them that they can dance :)

--> because i'm not nice to anyone else.

hahah thanks! :) and you're still damn cute. playing with carebears, pooh, tigger, eeyore, dale and chip, and the mutant carebear? hahha :D

okay, i decided to go try-out for the timed trials :\ that's one less thing on my mind now, but there's still prelim 2 coming up soon. been doing quite alot of work recently, idk why i'm tired but i cannot sleep. no worries, i won't slit my wrist to make myself faint to rest. there are much better ways of dying luh. i must die after you die :x so that you won't bear the sadness when if i dead :)

literally.

hey Fun, i'm gonna break up with you. i'm in love with another - i'm in love with Serious. she helps in my studies; unlike you. she keeps me on track for my O level. well you just make me lose my focus :\ no doubt we had good times together, i'm sorry Fun, we're done here. i don't mind you visiting sometimes, but from now on i'm with Serious :)

but hey, here's a song for you, Fun.

[ I Don't Love You - MCR ]

hahha okay it's abit lame, but honestly. i can find the encouragement to stop playing so much, but i still can't find the motivation to sit down to study. prelim 2 in 4 weeks! D:

today i heard the sentence that i know will impact me forever :\

too much has happened, and they one after another. first was the sacking, uh huh. then comes chma and the preparation. it really made me so tired and exhausted (don't get me wrong, i appreciate everybody giving me that chance to perform). after chma comes sports day. where i tried my best to prepare for it, do the cheer competition part and get people to run.

okay it was my mistake that there were duplicated copies and we didn't announced to everybody who to report to. but like what CYX said, its like going to a job interview. going for it does not necessarily mean you're getting the job, it means they're giving you a chance to prove yourself and then you might get the job. i'm not saying i'm the fucking best at it, but to be honest with you, you aren't really a sports person, you're a great guitarist. and i asked you to stay, you walked away. did you know J got 4x400m race on that day and we would be short of one man? i bet you didn't. as if the whole fiasco wasn't enough, you had to put it up. it doesn't do you, me, or anybody for that matter any good, does it? its proven - people that aren't involved in this matter are commenting. whatever it is, it was my fault for being such a lousy house captain, not my committee. don't you dare insult them, its because of them that noel is second overall.

but you aren't making me feel any better. i can't read your mind, can i? if not i wouldn't be so vexed. sometimes, i really feel that i'm being really too extra in your life - i'm really confused. what dyou want me to do? please tell me, i'm lost.

i guess, exam stress is getting to me. this is week 20 and there is not break yet. schooldays are 6 days a week, not 5. one day to rest isn't enough. there's still 4 more weeks till prelim 2. can i really do it? idk, i know what i need to do, but i cannot find that motivation to do it. i'm writing my future here, and so far it's just a novel with a depressing storyline.

i'm getting the 4x400m silver medal. but i'm gonna shun photographers on that day man. my hair makes me look like some small kiddo -.- there's soccer on that day, but i can't find my scoring boots! D:

recently, i realised at sec4. if you really put your mind to it, sleeping at 12am just to study won't make you feel tired and sleepy in class, because you know you wanna do well.

hahah is my blogggggg turning into some motivational webpage? :)

i wanna thank cat high iMedia for all the set-up, without you guys nothing was possible on the somewhat magical night to me yesterday, esp Xi Jie, Jing Zu and Yong Quan! and of course, ms chow and mr ang for giving my band the opportunity to perform in the first place. you guys rock ttm! :)

of course i won't forget all the people who came to support luh! and the people who gave me and flower, cards, hugs and kisses (mainly guys) and everything else \m/

Dirty Little Secret has become my favourite song now, just now on the train, my iPod played the song and i was smiling to myself like a retard hahha.

music was, is and forever will be a part of my life, maybe your life. i hope you guys didn't feel like you wasted time and money on chma :X

chma's over, now prelim 2.

hard work + confidence = results ?

c'mon, let's do this :)

CHMA' 10 (:

12th December 2009 -

the saturday before i went on a trip to hk with my family.

the saturday someone baked me a brownie? (:

1st May 2010 -

the saturday daryl celebrated his birthday.

the saturday we sat for an hour, just talking? (:

two nights i won't forget.