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Sunday, February 28, 2010

10:41 PM

this week there's O level SPA, that's my first O lvl assessment :\ although it's just SPA, still quite nervous about the whole thing .. sad to say, over the past 3 days spent in auditorium, hall and LT, i kinda forgotten what i was learning in school. HAHAH! tml go school sure die :\ the quote below in the song [Don't Give Up on Us] by David Soul, is kinda meaningful to me, i won't give up, i hope you won't too - cos we're worth one more try! heh (:

don't give up on us, baby
we're still worth one more try

for you: yah lah yah lah, do it for you. but why you so mean to George and me!

HAHAH ciao~ :D

Saturday, February 27, 2010

9:34 PM

kudos to coaches at High Achievers! :D you guys really did a wonderful job coaching us, teaching us, playing and tolerating our nonsense (:

this is gonna be a rather long post :\ its my personal reflections bah:

i want to apologise too all those i attitude and made fun of during the past 3 days :\ really sorry heh. i was being a bastard - but i promise i will change.

i hate cat high. i hate the system - all the classification and labeling. srsly, wtf? its bad enough we cannot cope, we cannot focus, it's our bad. but there's isn't the need to shut us off, to put us down. in case you didn't notice, it affects our studies mentality. how many students will kaobei their teachers when they dun like them? i am one of those students.

i believe today, Coach Issac really sparked us off. for those who don't want to study, thats your problem. i want to graduate from cat high with a feeling of jubilation, that we will contribute to the cat high dream of being the number 1 school in singapore.

we can do this (: no more looking down on us, we'll show you what Group A people can do. Group A stands for All A(s)!

Monday, February 22, 2010

10:37 PM

blogging with my phoneeeee again :)

hahah ehh ggp! can find one. i'm sure :) cfm more than 20 smmore. wanna bet how much? heh don't be so pessimistic already luh. must cheer up more! you have an amazing smile :D

hahaha i just love strong winds now. and of cos they mess my hair. but its so awesome! trees sashaying, leaves falling, my fringe swaying :) its a nice feeling hahah i hope this freaky weather continues! but people take care yeah, i notice alot of people down with fever recently. i also kena lol D:

this week only studying today and tml. wednesday going SAFTI for learning journey, thursday, friday and saturday got some motivational talk from morning to evening =.= but quite cool uh, cat high actually does these kinda things for its students, but ultimately still going for the A(s) we're gonna get; they dun really care about us. hahah michael jackson song!

this seems like quite a long post. wednesday should be posting about learning journey again :)

ciaos~

Saturday, February 20, 2010

12:42 AM

"I said a 1,2,3, take my hand and come with me
'Cause you look so fine
And I really wanna make you mine.

Oh, 4,5,6 come on and get your kicks
Now you dont need that money
When you look like that, do ya honey?"
- Are You Gonna Be My Girl by Jet

hahah the song's quite catchy. and i'm going crazy.

Friday, February 19, 2010

10:20 PM

idc if i sound like a joke to you, or i seem absolutely nuts to you. i don't really care, i lost a friend today, so fuck you. (edited: it's in context with the paragraph below cos some people like esther doesn't get it.)

i started wearing that pair of adidas light blue boots 5 years ago. 5 years on, it finally tore :(
it was close as a friend okay i tell you. the first time i wore it i scored a goal. today the last service it gave me was to help me shoot brilliant free-kicks. i'll never throw it away.

i got back somemore results, as usual, PTM suspects. so far it stands:

English - ?
Higher Chinese - C5
Physics - B4
Chemistry - C6
Amaths - B4
Emaths - D7
History Pure - A2
SS + Geog Elect - ?

sianz ttm. L1R5 goner liao =.=

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

10:36 PM

HAHAH OY ME FOR WHAT!
so cute laaaaaaa :D

10:01 PM

today is one of the worst sec4 days i attended =.=

not because lessons are long and boring. i have boring lessons almost everyday. today go to school, first lesson only, my teacher return us both our maths for prelim 1.

emaths D7

amaths B4

then subsequently, lessons are boring ttm. then before recess, got physics lesson, teacher also return results.

physics B4

after recess, got chem spa. stupid idk it was sulfur dioxide then keep inhaling =.= in the end during prefect duty for assembly, headache like fuck, go back class for chem test, cnt do cos fever at 38.4 :\

siao liao.

Saturday, February 13, 2010

3:54 PM

haven't been blogging for the longest of time :\

the past week was full of exams and late nights.

prelim1 is over! hahahhhh

physics -- B4

higher chinese -- C5

sianzzzzz. so fast nine points alr ):

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

8:02 PM

today e-learning. quite screwed, if not totally screwed.

edulearn cnt login, then all the work is there. nice one laaaaaaaaa.

so in the end i spent my time finishing and polishing my history. thursday start paper 1 already, but somehow i dun feel that stress? maybe, most definitely i'm screwed, hahah and i'm sure L1R5 gone alr. again >20, again need see level heads :\

Too much of anything
Is too much
Too much of love
Can be too much

-All Time Low (Too Much)

Monday, February 1, 2010

9:45 PM

yknow. people say being in double science is better off. less stress.

but we're the so-called losers, the lazy bums of cat high. we put in so much effort to do the work, and when we fail, we're branded as failures. why? someone please tell me WHY. it's not that we're not putting in effort, but if you didn't notice, we're not in triple for a fucking reason. we're not academically as good right. if we're all scholars, all gifted students, still need you for what. you're my, our teacher. show us some concern can. everytime come class, "I will call your parents!" for fuck? got use meh! it makes us hate you even more, if you don't have eyes to see. i hate being called the 2nd class of cat high. enough, i seriously had enough.

sorry i ranted. really quite unhappy today. every teacher will go, "c'mon! study!" as if we don't la. if you really want us to be as good as triple science students, give us some time la! :\

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