atelophobia.

Wednesday, December 30, 2009

8:59 PM

today is the 30th of December, 2009.
after today, 1 more day and hardcore choing prelim 1?

hahah. but seriously. 1 year passed damn fast. it was like ystd, where i
was in my new class, all shy and innocent as usual :\
and yet now not everybody going up ):
gonna miss y'all manzx (except that dog, don't worry).

11 more months till freedom at 16 y/o. i seriously can't wait for
fugging O level to be over. then can hardcore play! (:
but for now, do my homework first -.-

8:58 PM

What's the deal with my brain?
Why am I so obviously insane?
In a perfect situation
I let love down the drain.
There's the pitch, slow and straight.
All I have to do is swing
and I'm a hero, but I'm a zero.

Hungry nights, once again
Now it's getting unbelievable.
'Cause I could not have it better,
But I just can't get no play
From the girls, all around
As they search the night for someone to hold onto.
And I just pass through...

Singing...
Ooohhhhh oh. Ooohhhhh oh. Ooohhhhhhhhhh.
Singing...
Ooohhhhh oh. Ooohhhhh oh. Ooohhhhhhhhhh.

Get your hands off the girl,
Can't you see that she belongs to me?
And I don't appreciate this excess company.
Though I can't satisfy all the needs she has
And so she starts to wander...
Can you blame her?

Singing...
Ooohhhhh oh. Ooohhhhh oh. Ooohhhhhhhhhh.
Singing...
Ooohhhhh oh. Ooohhhhh oh. Ooohhhhhhhhhh.

Tell me there's a logic out there.
Leading me to better prepare
For the day that something really special might come.
Tell me there's some hope for me.
I don't wanna be lonely
For the rest of my days on the earth.
Oh..!!

[solo]

Ooohhhhh oh. Ooohhhhh oh. Ooohhhhhhhhhh.
Singing...
Ooohhhhh oh. Ooohhhhh oh. Ooohhhhhhhhhh.
Singing...
Ooohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...

Saturday, December 26, 2009

10:33 PM

It is so easy to see
Dysfunction between you and me
We must free up these tired souls
Before the sadness kills us both

I tried and tried to let you know
I love you but I'm letting go
It may not last but I don't know
Just don't know

If you don't know
Then you can't care
And you show up
But you're not there
But I'm waiting
And you want to
Still afraid that I will desert you

Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

A bed that's warm with memories
Can heal us temporarily
The misbehaving only makes
The ditch between us so damn deep

Built a wall around my heart
I'll never let it fall apart
But strangely I wish secretly
It would fall down while I'm asleep

If you don't know
Then you can't care
And you show up
But you're not there
But I'm waiting
And you want to
Still afraid that I will desert you, babe

Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

Tough we have not hit the ground
It doesn't mean we're not still falling,
Oh I want so bad to pick you up
But you're still too reluctant to accept my help
What a shame, I hope you find somewhere to place the blame
But until then the fact remains

Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes you so hard to stay
Nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

maroon 5 - nothing lasts forever :\

Thursday, December 24, 2009

8:19 PM

I fought it for a long time now
While drowning in a river of denial
I washed up, fixed up, picked up
All my broken things

'Cause you left me
Police scene, chalk line
Tequila shots
In the dark scene of the crime
Suburban living with a feeling
That I'm giving up
Everything for you
(For you)

Oh, oh, oh
How was I supposed to know
That you were oh, oh, over me?
I think that I should go
(Go!)
Something's telling me to leave
But I won't
'Cause I'm damned if I do ya
Damned if I don't

It took a lot to take you home
One stupid call
And I end up alone
You made up, dressed up, messed up
Plans I set in stone

And you may be too
But i dont like dancing in the alley
With a streetrat night life
Can't keep living with a feeling
That I'm giving up
Everything for you
(For you)

Oh, oh, oh
How was I supposed to know
That you were oh, oh, over me?
I think that I should go
(Go!)
Something's telling me to leave
But I won't
'Cause I'm damned if I do ya
Damned if I don't

Make a fool of myself
When you hang around
When you're gone
I'm a match that's burning out
Could've been, should've done
What I said I was going to
(Said that I was going to)
But I never promised you
(But I never promised you)
Promised you, promised you

Oh, oh, oh
How was I supposed to know
That you were oh, oh, over me?
I think that I should go
(Go!)
It never took a fool
To see the things that I won't
'Cause I'm damned if I do ya
Damned if I do ya

Oh, oh, oh
('Cause you left me)
How was I supposed to know
(Police scene, chalk line)
That you were oh, oh, over me?
(Tequila shots in the dark scene of the crime)
I think that I should go
Something's telling me to leave
But I won't
'Cause I'm damned if I do ya
Damned if I do
Damned if I do ya
Damned if I don't

8:17 PM

x'mas, christmas. whatever, whichever ._.
it's fucked up for me. well but i hope you guys are having fun on this joyous occasion.

Sunday, December 13, 2009

1:11 AM

I'm leaving for hongkong in a few hours time.
just wanna say thanks so much for those really awesome brownies (: it's really niceee haha.
and ohh, take care of yourself these few days and those when you're overseas too yeah.
shall crap more here when I'm back :D

Friday, December 4, 2009

10:45 PM

today soccer! :D
quite long never play le worh. at first we wanted to play in ISH.
then got cca trainings. so nvm lorh. we go basketball court play (:
5 v 5 !
but also nvr win alot lah.
today freaking hot manzx!
but long time nvr see friends le, haha see them more impt than scoring goals :D

Thursday, December 3, 2009

10:52 PM

fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

zombieland is M18.

fuck :\

7:58 PM

i stared at my phone for the whole day.
and i want milk tea D:

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

11:58 PM

it has been a hell of a year. so fast. so furious. lol

start of the year, seniors told me i could play in sec 3 year. what a joke hahha.

play smmore, retain :\

so fast from small small chubby sec 1, transform into President, Sergeant in sec 3 already.

soon, i will be sitting for Prelim 1. thinking about it more, GCE 'O' Levels.

11 months from now? that's gonna be freaking fast.

before i know it, Grad Night 2010.

and then 2012, where the world is supposed to end -.-

haha imagine the world really ends in 2012, i won't even live past 18!

i might not even spend my 18th birthday alive lol.

well enjoy life as it goes? more homework, more stress.

definitely more meltdowns.

well after all this bull i typed,

i guess i'm just skeptical about what's gonna happen to me in 2010 :\

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