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Friday, September 14, 2007

9:58 PM

today's ncc training not that bad. total pumpings did, 34!! yea! 25 is punishment for whole lot, the other 9 is uniform check the mistake. 1 mistake pump 9, so i have only 1 misake for my uniform. zai anot? hahas. this week nothing much to say lerh. only some tags to return. a few days never check blog, got so many tags liao. aiyo... thanks anyway to those who tagged.

rachel - thanks sister. i dreamt of him last night, [13 september, thursday o7.] xD

weicheng - thanks sergeant... aiya, after trainin le, so called you weicheng be. so when free? i wanna challenge you bball again leh...

enthu kia - thanks nick, monday go hit HIM to vent frustrations heh? =D

eugene - i so free liao... thanks anyway

richii - thanks

medwin - i will be happy. dun worry~

joey - yea. he will.

soon eng - thanks

marty warty - if i can still joke in school, am i considered strong? =P

Monday, September 10, 2007

3:40 PM

for those who dun noe, here i am telling you. my grandfather died on wednesday, 5th september o7. from wednesday to tml i wud be busy. at least he died peacefully, in his sleep, going to work.

wednesday.
was sleeping. suddenly my grandmother shook me up and said, still crying, "yr grandfather died in cwp..." i was in shock. changed, and went to cwp with grandmother. he died in a bus, he was carrying heavy stuff, and went up the bus, sleep, and died. bus driver didn't noe, cos pepo tink he sleeping.
there he was, lying in his slumber. i couldn't take in the harsh reality. i took a few steps back, still looking at the man who cared so much for me, and called my mum, saying that i saw him. i broke into silent sobs...
relatives all came, aunts planned his funeral. i finall register the death in my mind, that i wasn't going to see him smile again

thursday.
woke up at 8. the tentage for the funeral was set up ystd. went down to see. then grandmother ask me to buy medicine for her. buy le, came back, aunts/uncles, cousins, and parents all came. parents went to acknowledge his body at SGH. found something wrong with the directions of the tentage. called the person-in-charge, changed it, set up and arrange tables. body came. coffin too. many aunts crying. did a prayers in front of his coffin, almost cried. relatives came, served them with drinks and snacks until midnight. midnight, my cousins and i were told to shou ye [keep watch] over the body. at 4.30am sleeped. 5.50am wake up, change shift, and my cousins and i went back to my hse to sleep.

friday.
woke at 1.30pm. brush up, went to help below. serve and played chor dai dee until midnight and this night, i didn sleep, but kept watch to morning, 6+ am. went back to sleep

saturday.
woke at 1. went to help, and got some entertainment for my grandfather. until night. 5o9 nieghbours sorry for the loud noises. burn house, hell money, and other stuff for him.

sunday.
woke at 1o+. today he going to guang ming shan. did some prayers. walked the last round to see him, after that cannot see him in flesh again in life. cried. went to guang ming shan and pray, got a crematorium there. almot cried when his body was sent into the furnace. ate vegetarian food, and went back. dad and aunts settle the accounts stuff, my cousins and i went to my house to bathe.

Tuesday, September 4, 2007

4:00 PM

aiyo, just now went to Ngee Ann Polytechnic. got some IT competition, the briefing there. so i met up with Jie Chou at wdlands mrt station, then we went there together. at clememti, saw joanna, eat macs, then go Ngee Ann. woa. the campus damn bloody big. then register, attend the briefing, drink coffee during the "tea-break", then go home. actually supposed to go for their training, but CHS so good liao, need their training mehs [how lian hor?!]

went back to clememti central, eat macs agian, saw joanna again. this time, alvin and i jacked jie chou. we started throwing fries into jie chou's tray and forcing him to eat it. then he throw back at ut lor. childish right? then i stop le, alvin and jie chou continued the "war". then i lookin at jie chou, laughing, he said, "eh, zheng yee, that girl looking at you". i turn around, he go put fries onto my tray. lol. but if only got 1 chio bu looking at me, then shoik right? [i like very despo...] hahas. =D

go home, start computer, do online homework, and bloging here. oh ya, last friday, went back to wgps. saw a lot of gals and guys. haha! hui zhen dun look so tall now! then go 521 play basketball, some1 knocked into my lower jaw, making me bite into my own tongue... it's pain de lor.

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