Tuesday, November 24, 2009

today i went to work at ABC International (name's changed)
well srsly. they are fucked up people.
perhaps they don't deserve to come to our little island and call it home
let's just deport their sorry ass back to hell :D

cos my dad owns ABC International de canteen along with his catering business
early in the morning when i went there my dad's worker called me
lao ban de gong zi =.=
HAHHA WTF RIGHT.
i'm just a kiddo yo!

well in the end i got to fry seaweed chicken and fries
marinate at least 3 dozen of chicken chops
and manage the cashier.
so yeah. not too bad for a first-timer :)

but wake up at 4:30am is not a laughing matter :\
then work till 4pm. i wasn't feeling well
so i went home first. i didn't eat the whole day cos my tongue pain
and i drank a bottle of pepsi
when i follow my dad out to deliver food
it induced in me a feeling of nausea luhhs :\

well today my experience level risen! hahha :)

ciaos~

Monday, November 23, 2009

i stood on a rock that was 1000 over metres above sea level.
mt ophir, been there done that :)

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

Raindrops keep fallin' on my head
and just like the guy whose feet are too big for his bed
nothin' seems to fit
those raindrops are fallin' on my head, they keep fallin'

more on sunday.

just wanted to say thanks.
its late and yet you still came all the way down haha :)

nice day today :D

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

yesterday went to neesoon camp for live range shooting!
hahha me joel eugene and medwin.
go there sibei waste time, in the end
we all were chatting for like an hour.
lol

but honestly, live range is not that difficult with SAR21
damn fun actually.
after range went to eugene's house for swimming.

went the jaccuzi.
there got the see thru glass can see inside the gym.
got this girl on the treadmill, i go wink at her
then she saw :\
damn paisehh lol.

2 more days till Ophir trip! :D

Saturday, November 14, 2009

hard work, amount of effort doesn't denote amount of rewards.
i learnt it the hard way. 
don't get me wrong, i'm glad for yx. 
i can't change the performance of my team and myself today,
i always got next time.
but then again, how many next times do i have?

Friday, November 13, 2009

i'm not okay, i promise.

Well if you wanted honesty, that's all you had to say.
I never want to let you down or have you go, it's better off this way.
For all the dirty looks, the photographs your boyfriend took,
Remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second floor?

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out

What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems?
(I'm not okay)
I've told you time and time again you sing the words but don't know what it means
(I'm not okay)
To be a joke and look, another line without a hook
I held you close as we both shook for the last time take a good hard look!

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out

Forget about the dirty looks
The photographs your boyfriend took
You said you read me like a book, but the pages all are torn and frayed

I'm okay
I'm okay!
I'm okay, now
(I'm okay, now)

But you really need to listen to me
Because I'm telling you the truth
I mean this, I'm okay!
(Trust Me)

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
Well, I'm not okay
I'm not o-fucking-kay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
(Okay)

the following is dedicated to a miserable thing, i like to call Life:

Dear Life, 
Is there a need to suck so much? Must you always be miserable and useless? I mean c'mon... It's been 15 years since you were born! Can you give me some happiness and hope to look forward to?

It is as though without inflicting injuries to my body, you'll die. On a everyday basis, you must find ways and means to hurt me! Do you know, that action of yours hurts me dearly? Yes, both physically and mentally. I have to suffer torture of plucking scabs off wounds, rubbing medical ointment on irritating bruises. You suck!

Moving on, I must admit, I think you're better off as a happy one, than a sad one, Life. There's a lot of things to see, and enjoy, but you're denying me of that chance. Does that make you happy? Do you have to build your happiness on my downfall? Hey, let's enjoy together! Let's stop all these nonsense, put a close to all this injuries (you just caused me to have a deep cut on my left arm and what seems like a hairline fracture on my right arm, asshole). 

Life, let's be friends. Stop being so emo. Take a walk with your favourite girl! I'm sure it would help. Do things that will make you happy! Even if you're unhappy, fuck off, stop disturbing me. That's all I have for you today.

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the letter proves i'm really bored and pekchek :\

hahaha today i went to play Left4Dead at dhoby ghaut with the usual crowd. 
me = fish
kuan hoe = loserrr
daryl = dude
daren = megan

VS!

jacob = jacob
richie = richie
weijie = sleepy
nicholas wee = vidic

hahah although i screwed a couple of times, it was fun!
at least weijie got scolded more.
last round i got Tank! hahahahah
damn own seh. walk in nia, 
everyone incapacitated lerh. lol
but my arms are injured, the part in the letter is true =.=

adios~ 

Thursday, November 12, 2009

today. i was listening to the band performance of He's a Pirate
the PoTC theme song.
hahha i realised i almost joined band as a bass player in sec 1'2007
lol but i'm glad i didn't.

me.

    zhengyee;
    enough said.

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